I got a guitar for christmas....thankgoodness!! thank you santa...but...

Hahaha yea! i really need to write something that'll describe my feelings inlife right now;P guys are sooooo retarted! haha that's okay though, we end up loving them in the end anyways, huh:P haha awe man... i'm sooooooooooooo ready for something new(yet again) help?

I am sooooo ready...

      I need a flatline song.. Something that doesn't have to do at all about love. I'm thinking something about like tomorrows or thoughts...or idk haha I need  new ideas on just life :p

My NeW SONG!!! ahhhh... "I Don't Quite Know What to Call It (Yet)"

"I Don't Quite Know What to Call It (Yet)"

Music and Lyrics by: He’s Going to Prom!

Officially finished on December 14, 2011

I see you standing there
I almost start to cry
Your soul hit me so hard,
In a way I can't describe.


I wonder if you notice
As I sit there and smile
You turn away from me,
And all you do is lie.


To watch him love another girl
Is the hardest thing I've done;
And all my mind can do
Is stop, think, and run...


I'll run (away) because I know
He'll never be mine
For now all I can do
Is try to define it.


If you're gone before this
If you're gone before I run


If you're gone before I run


I believe in Pink.
I believe in being strong.
You broke my heart Today,
Which means I'll have to go on..


Watching him love another girl
It's the hardest thing I've done
And all my mind can do
Is stop, think, and run...


If you're gone before this
If you're gone before I run


If you're gone before I run


I see you standing there
I don't even try to cry
Your soul hit me so hard
In a way I can Describe...


If you're gone before this
If you're gone before I run


If you're gone before I run


Then let me tell you a secret
I already told you once
You told me not to believe it
But now I've gotta run,


So listen up dear boy,
I'm gonna say it now,
Please don't tell anyone...
(That) I'm in love with you...


Oh... I'm in love with you...
(I'm in love with you...)


If you're gone before I run


If you're gone before I run

aAAHhhh...K...

I started another song, with a tune first!!!! haha then i added great lyrics, but i'm not sure if i like the way i use them in my mind yet. Here they are:

"Cliff Distance"

He threw me
off the Cliff
before we made it
to that Towering Point,
he promised.
I don't know
how i fell so far
into Believing
that He loved me.

As i fell,
my heart
was trying
to Understand
all the Pain
& Misery
that he was causing
so
Unfaithfully

I cried
for hours,
what did i do wrong?
my friends all told me,
he wasn't worth it.
i'm Foolishly Testing
my Balance with Love,
and my Quiet Desperation
was revealed

Can't You Feel the Freedom?

Can't you feel the freedom?

Oh goodness, it's all over!

We can do what we want:D

I'm happier than i've ever been

for a long, long time!

Thanks God for blessing me

with all the essential needs

in every thing I've got a choice

to chose yes or no!

Oh thank you God 

for blessing me

with the choice to choose

yes or no!

i've completely let go of the mental binding

to that which I had tied myself down to!

Thank you God; thank you God; thank you...

tehe! my mental notes for today! not lyrics yet, but someday man...someday....

MY NEW FREAKIn' ALBUM COver;) hahahaha

So... I've decided that yes, guys are stupid.... a lot.

       Haha, with my friends experiences in the last week, it's official that guys are stupid. It's retarted and very annoying. It doesn't make a girls life any simpler when you don't talk to her at all, JUST TO LET YOU KNOW ;) haha, I just feel bad. Then today I've had a feeling it's going to be a troubling/not so good week. I'm not sehr excited. I hope it gets better by the weekend! :P

I'm Seriously Addicted

Sooooo... today. haha of course, I started another song:) It is for one of my best friends, Denice! and it will totally make so much sense to her! haha and me! and hopefully will relate to many girls around the ages of thirteen to nineteen! It's going to be a beautiful song in it's own special way! Love ya Denice! ;)

Ahhhh Another Crappy Recording...but my song;)

Beyond Description

Please.

Bitte kommen Sie und besuchen Sie diese einsamen Mädchen ...
Ich weiß nicht, wie ich zurecht.

The leaving are leaving. As we are left behind.

Nothing Matters Now

       Haha, what's the point in writing something if it won't do anything. I promise my goal is to first, write out everything from within me; and second, make the music an explination to your life too. Dang. I sound retarted today.

It's For You Guys ;)

"Beyond Description"

Okay ya'll... MY NEW FREAKIN' SONG:

  I'm a little girl once more

  Loving you with all my heart

  You seem so strong,

  A Perfect Protector.

  So when I was scared,

  You were my shelter.

  Somehow you saw

  That I needed help-

  and so now- (c. 1,2)

Chorus:

1. We're fightin', fightin', 

     For all we are.

    We're fightin', fightin'

     To see the start.

2. We're fightin', fightin'

     For all our views.

    We're fightin', fightin'

     To see it through.

3. We're fightin', fightin'

     For you and me

    We're fightin', fightin'

     For all we believe

  

  We're fightin'

  fightin'

  fightin'

  How do I love you?

  At times it doesn't make sense.

  Confused, but in love

  I see you better!

  How can we be kept a secret,

  If you keep agreein'?

  It started with just hugs,

  But now, We're TRUE BRAVES!!!

  So now- (c. 1,3)

 We're fightin'

  fightin'

  fightin'

  You fell headfirst

  I'm tryin' to keep along

  I see you're the sweetest guy

  That I've ever met.

  Hold my hand & tell me 

  that everything's okay!

  Cuz the other one's weren't worth it,

  And you can't be the same!!!

  So now- (c. 1,3)

 We're fightin'

  fightin'

  fightin'

  Bridge: You know me better than myself,

              You have to be true...

              Oh you...

  

  There's nothing I have against soon,

  "Eventually" just sounded better 

  It's all beyond description,

  How much I love you ;)

  I love hearts that don't mean a thing;

  No one has to think,

  You are the best thing

  That's happened to me :) <3

  And so- (c. 1,2,3)-

  End: Because we're fightin', 

  fightin',

  fightin',

  For you and me...

     Guess what!!!! 22.....goodness Harrison.....has been mistaken ;) go ask him buddy.

Crying is not a bad thing...right?

      *Stupid people. We are what we think though...so maybe it's just us. *Long weeks...can they turn into a torture of the unknown, or is the week just full of suspense for the better. Are we better than those who don't think. If we think about what we think, we discover what we are and what we have become after what has been thought and the thoughts must come from the surroundings and the thoughts of others that have been expressed through actions. I really don't know. I don't understand the usual speaking terms of people. For if all We did was think, could we not be better than the ones before us. Did they know so much as to even consider thinking about thoughts of themselves, others, and the future. How can anyone compare to the future. We can't, that is why we think. Believe. and wonder what is next. That *torture of the unknown must be what a long week shall bring.

*stupid people: idiots who I dislike. or otherwise learn to ignore.
*Long weeks: 22: go to: http://aroadlesstraveledbyforlifeandalex.blogspot.com/2011/10/crying-is-not-bad-thingright.html
*torture of the unknown: this week

My Newest Song, "We're Fighting"

       So I started writing that song on the guitar right... well, I have finished most of it, and for now it's going to be called, "We're Fighting"
The lyrics so far are:

"we're fightin fightin
for all we are
we're fightin fightin
to see the start

we're fightin fightin
for you and me
we're fightin fightin
for what we believe

we're fightin fightin
for all our views
we're fightin fightin
to see it through...

becasue we're fightin...
fightin..
fightin to see it through...

we're running
running
away from here

we're falling
falling
far away

we're fighting
fighting
for you...
and...
me..."

But i dont totally know what else i'm going to add. I need more substance to it i think. More of an explination, because let me tell ya, there is a good reason and meaning for everything said. I'll explain more later... maybe.

Oh goodness, music is my life. And i'm addicted.

Me....playing guitar?!?!?...idk

       Haha, so yesterday my AMAZING friend Kenya got my little brothers guitar all "fixed up" for me. I'm so excited to learn guitar, maybe. I do not play guitar, well did not until yesterday! She taught me three chords, so I went home and oh my gosh fit them to some of my new lyrics:D Geez, what's up with me. I really don't understand how it just came out....but it did. So when I learn some more chords I guess I will fit them in with the rest of the lyrics. I'm soooooo excited. I never thought I could play guitar; i've already tried once, and pretty much failed.

Finally!!!

Hey So...the links are working:) haha

AHHHH!!!

Kay....this was my first time recording today; well, besides the crap i put together off my iPod, but haha this time the recording sounds decent. I didn't get anything perfect, it's just a raw copy. Hope you enjoy whatever is there though. Just know that everything is copyrighted and completely under my name. Thanks:)